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bye!!
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| i must be bi-polar! lol
and im not joking...it runs in the family....
i had a really good time at band camp. i guess it all depends on who yah hang out with. cause everynight ive hung out with sara caite alex and cody..its been fun. tonight at dinner alex and i recited like the whole anchorman movie! sooo awesome. everyone needs to see it when it comes out on video! just wanted everyone to know im cool now!!
peace
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| hello everyone
i know everyone has those days when they feel like the one and only person feeling the way they do. and i just had one.
i had choir camp then band camp. i dont understand it. people are so hypocritical. they say one thing then do another. and i know i cant change it but people judge. they judge alot!! and i know i do it sometimes but it hurts when you know your being judged by someone you care about a lot.
then i had band camp. the people i used to look down on.....are looking down on me. which is sad. i should have never done that. and now im feeling the pain for the pain i caused them by just not being a friend. so i guess im sorry. and i wish i could take it back if i had know the consequences would be this horrible. but i deserve it. and then there are those people that ive been nothing but nice to and they dont like me now. i dont know. did i change over summer or something? i need to know what happened to me so i can stop this pain. its so hard to deal with pain when you already have enough in your life. i feel like im covering stuff up because i dont want people to see what its really like.
then after camp everyone went to taco bell. and josh...always talks about caite. i just wish him and i could have a normal conversation where we didnt fight and didnt talk about her. i just need a friend. then justin...im sorry. i wasnt trying to call you annoying. sorry you took it that way. but you have change a lot over the summer. i dont know everyone. sorry. i have no idea who or what im appologizing for but i think if i do everyone will stop being angry with me. like i said....theres already enough pain quit adding more. i just need a friend.
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| hi everybody!!!
i got home from CO on saturday evening. it was reeeeally fun. i saw a moose. two actually. they werent really that exciting though.
last night was fun. after cross fire a bunch of us went out to codys house to swim and watch movies. oh and play the guitar. lol
i like this guy. ive liked him for a long time though. he plays the guitar and sings and loves the lord and is just an awesome guy. problem is...hes kinda out there. like...hard to get to cause hes so...how would you say...wanted. not in a bad way its just that hes sooo sweet and funny and awesome that so many girls like him. well...if its gods will let it be done....quick! lol love that guy!
ta ta
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| hola everyone!
last night i had a bunch of people over to hang out. it was very fun. we played volleyball went swimming and watched duplex. that has to be the dumbest movie in the entire world. and then we played twister.
im leaving for colorado in like an hour. have an awesome week everyone!!
ash
ps...im gonna try and find a moose up there!
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